awwww, you guys. i havent really gone anywhere.

summer has been busy and in a month or so things will be regular again. found it a little hard to sit on site when everyone else was enjoying the summer, so i said screw it, i need to enjoy my summer too.
had many people claim they wanted me to be on,, and then i got on. and they never showed, so just lots of time wasted. so when everyone is done doing their summer thing, i will be done doing mine. but there is no point being on when everyone is gone :D i want freedom to! and im enjoying it
i have a hard time telling myself to get online knowing that practically noone is on becaue they are enjoying the nice weather! so on the scale, i would rather enjoy my summer, than to sit and hope i have a busy night. things are just tooooo dead for me. and i am a talker!!! i hate talking to myself.
and even when i would get on, because i was asked to be on. i couldnt even get a courtesy email from some people, telling me not to wait around, they wouldnt be coming.
so i put my plans aside, and damnit, i could have been on the beach with my pale ass or something.
lmao
ahhh anyways, so many reasons, so nice outside, so slow here sometimes,
im ok.
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