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Female Performer Chat: Poetry (original.or.attributed)
Kertus
Created by: kertus

6/7/11 @ 3:52am (EDT) | UTC - 4:00
Location: The Planet Piiiing
Posts: 880

... wats that mean?? Sugg, Suggs ... Suggsy??
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Created by: suggs

6/7/11 @ 3:55am (EDT) | UTC - 4:00
Location: Left of centre
Posts: 6,768

which part ?


The story part - I'm just winding you up.

The poem -- how I feel sometimes -- so tired of always being the 'nice guy' in rooms and on the forums and need at times to vent.
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Kertus
Created by: kertus

6/7/11 @ 3:57am (EDT) | UTC - 4:00
Location: The Planet Piiiing
Posts: 880

which part ?


The story part - I'm just winding you up.

The poem -- how I feel sometimes -- so tired of always being the 'nice guy' in rooms and on the forums and need at times to vent.



...shit man I thought u'd gone all frikkin' nasty on us!! Head off back down the anger thread and ventilate urself. Even better why not go give a patient a la-bottomy they didn't order ...
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Created by: suggs

6/7/11 @ 4:01am (EDT) | UTC - 4:00
Location: Left of centre
Posts: 6,768




...shit man I thought u'd gone all frikkin' nasty on us!! Head off back down the anger thread and ventilate urself. Even better why not go give a patient a la-bottomy they didn't order ...



Only venting I am doing at present is NOT acceptable in polite ( or even impolite ) society.

Damm chicken vindaloo curry for lunch at work. ** opens window **
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Kertus
Created by: kertus

6/7/11 @ 4:11am (EDT) | UTC - 4:00
Location: The Planet Piiiing
Posts: 880

i luv chicken vindaloo!! why open the window ...suk it up!
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Created by: suggs

6/7/11 @ 4:22am (EDT) | UTC - 4:00
Location: Left of centre
Posts: 6,768

i luv chicken vindaloo!! why open the window ...suk it up!



put it this way - the curry MELTED the teflon serving spoon. Samples are on the way to america to be assessed by the Pentagon as a possible bioweapon

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Kertus
Created by: kertus

6/7/11 @ 4:30am (EDT) | UTC - 4:00
Location: The Planet Piiiing
Posts: 880




put it this way - the curry MELTED the teflon serving spoon. Samples are on the way to america to be assessed by the Pentagon as a possible bioweapon





hope u own one of those french bum washers man!
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Created by: suggs

6/7/11 @ 4:47am (EDT) | UTC - 4:00
Location: Left of centre
Posts: 6,768




hope u own one of those french bum washers man!



Nah - I just do handstands in the shower :thumbsup
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Kertus
Created by: kertus

6/7/11 @ 5:26am (EDT) | UTC - 4:00
Location: The Planet Piiiing
Posts: 880




Nah - I just do handstands in the shower :thumbsup



Doubles as a tannin' bay?
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Created by: penthesilea

6/8/11 @ 6:14am (EDT) | UTC - 4:00
Location: the bled dry dusts of Troy

The Signiture Block


j'amuse, bravissima

la bête noire


the hard ones, are the kindest ones, when push comes to shove.




© Amanda 2011





get ready Kertus
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Created by: raisin_kain

6/8/11 @ 9:15am (EDT) | UTC - 4:00
Location: slicing dolphin skin with a straight razor

Note: due to the size of this segment it will be placed in 3 postings.


|------------------------------------Liebe steht nicht Tod (Neunt cont.)----------------------------|


The suite is set atop the roof of Le Meurice, and comprises the hotels seventh floor. It’s square footage is as large as an upper middle class home in her native desert city. It’s exterior rooftop encircling patio is large enough to accommodate any moderately sized party of twenty or forty in absolute comfort, it’s single bedroom adorned in a manner that Marie Antoinette would find satisfying, a very large common living space central to the suite, extending almost the entire length of the building with open expanses of plate glass providing almost two hundred and forty degrees of view of the city, no expense spared, no European shop left un-examined in the considered effort of the company’s decorators to overwhelm the guest with an impression of being privy to the court of at least one of the Louis’. Architectural touches have been added to embellish reflections of the structural iron and steel of the Eiffel Tower, visible from one side of the room.

The blonde is seated on the side of the king sized bed in the master suite, wearing only a pair of white lace Agent Provocateur panties. The deep shade of blue of the canopy behind the headboard surrounds her with a background perfect for her outline, a study in light and color. On a table beside the bed are a small shallow bowl of rapidly cooling water, now tinted pink, an open package of suture, a pile of wrappers from sterile gauze three by three bandage pads, several bloody three by threes, a suture needle, a package of surgical tape, a pair of used sterile non-latex surgical gloves, an ashtray with 3 cigarette butts in it, two of which bear lip marks in different shades of red, a partially consumed can of diet cola, and an empty wine glass. Voices can be heard from the adjoining main room in the suite. The blonde sits staring out one of the rooms magnificent windows. The draperies have been drawn to fill her vision with a view of the city she has loved so very dearly for more than two thirds of her life. It lays spread before her in the early evening glow of a red tinted orb of sun. She sighs and stretches, her breasts rising and holding their shape well, no longer the twenty year old girl who had managed to earn a living combining the income from several jobs, including both security and cam modeling, and she knows too well the inevitable changes time reeks upon women. Her hand gently covers the new bandaging above her hip. She turns and looks through the open French doors into the living space; her lover stands listening as the hotel’s physician talks quietly with the Afrikaans body guard. Occasionally her lover makes some comment or inquiry and the physician replies. The physician turns and begins to walk toward the entry doors to the suite and her lover turns to her. Her beautiful face moves through a series of expressions quickly, and finally she smiles, blows a kiss, and strides towards her. She moves smoothly and easily, even in heels on carpets as thick as those that have been laid in this room. If there were a word for what the blonde thought beauty was, it would be her lover’s name.

“Ciao cucciola” she moves close to the blonde, puts her hand under the blonde’s chin, smiles, her makeup is perfect, and today she has blue contacts in, which alters her appearance entirely; suddenly she is beautiful in an entirely different way, slightly less warm, more American, urban. “She could go through a room of people who had known her for years, and not a one would recognize her with those in” the blonde thinks. “Ma mie, I’m tired ma Chérie, and I would love to see the city, but, do you mind if we stay in tonight?” The brunette leans over and kisses the blonde on her forehead. “Of course we can stay in, the chef is going to prepare a wonderful meal for all of us, we will eat here on the patio, and then a brief meeting to decide about the rest of the return, and then; I will have you to myself, YES!” and the brunette launches herself onto the bed laughing as the blonde rolls over beside her and on top of her and tangles their legs and laughing they kiss, and pause, and stare at each other; and slowly move their mouths together, and the blonde is happier than she’s been, and the brunette is warm and responsive and raising her thigh for the blonde. The blonde laughs and rolls off to the top of the bed, and sitting up leans back against the pillows piled there. “Should I dress or go like this to dinner?”

The dinner has been massively popular with everyone, the chef joining them for after dinner drinks, and some quiet chat about his life and the kitchens here and shopping before the sun rises in the markets of Paris. The blonde has wandered to the end of the patio and stands looking out over the city; the Eiffel tower has been shut due to fears of terrorist attacks, she remembers standing at the small bar on its top structures as a young girl, holding the rounded bottle of cold sweating Orangina in her hands, the condensation chilling her body as it slid down her forearms. Its exterior remains lighted, and the city glows in the manner of a sparkling sea of stars. Her eyes moisten remembering all the years she had yearned to return here, and now, with everything collapsing around her, she finally was. The hand on her shoulder elicits no startle response; she is so expectant of something that she no longer has a survival instinct in place. “Mia bella.” Her lover’s soft musical voice melts her. She relaxes her neck and lays her head on the hand, it is such a strong hand, so well-shaped, as though belonging to a woman who had worked clay or stone or molded metal into fine figures for years.

The brunette lays beside her, gentle with her, cautious not to reopen the wound; her hand drifts lazily over the blonde’s stomach, following its curve along the pelvis, across the top of her thigh. The blonde’s head turned towards her, pillowed, and her hair tucked behind, a wave of it rolls like a beachcomber over her left shoulder and down her arm. The blonde’s grey eyes are shadowed but glisten at the brunette; she sighs soft and whispers “I love you so much, so very much.” The hand slides centrally, trailing against the pale white smooth skin of the blonde’s Mons. The blonde’s stomach muscles ripple and she gives up a short gasp.

The light from the bathroom’s partially open door slices across the bed, black here, and muted colors there in its long parallelogram, and more black on that side. A tanned calf extends through the light and slides toward the left, “Yes, ohhhh”, the leg turns with the calf facing upward, tensed, it’s muscle defined and tight, the sinews and ligaments spring to life.

In the dark their hair is indistinguishable, the brown and blonde, and inseparable; shadowed movements and a moan; “Bella, a little more there please.” Then there are the sounds of linen moving, and the shining, glimmering sound of skin moving against it. “God, you are so warm.” “Hold them, yes.” A groan.

Outside, through the open windows, the light of the city shines up, higher, to touch the underside of soft thin clouds, vapor boiling in the cold of the heights, twisting in on itself, and the heat of the earth below lends energy to it, moving, rolling, rising, only to fall again. “Again? Please?” “Yes, again, and again, and again.”

The blonde wakes and slides quietly from the bed; goes to the bathroom. She’s always needed some light at night, to find her way. She’s never been long in one place, never long enough to count the steps up and down, and remember them in the dark. Never long enough to know that the low table will bruise her shin if she steps just there. Never long enough to remember the height at which the door knob, or light switch, or wine glass on the table are. So, after relieving herself, when she reenters the bedroom, she pushes the door wide, to find her path; the huge bed is empty. She stills, her hand moving to the bandage riding low on her side, just above the hip.

On the patio outside the glass walled rooftop suite, at 3:30 AM, overlooking the slowing city of Paris, the traffic thinning but never stopping, the air traffic paused, the lights having been set down across so much of the city, the Eiffel Tower and the Arch, and the streets still aflame with embers and sparks the three stand together and speak quietly; “You know she is broken. You watched the debriefing of the Czech, you saw how shaken he was by the whole event, by what happened, and what you can plainly see is continuing to happen even here; a city where she should have snapped back into place.” Driver pauses staring cold and practical at the brunette.

“Ag, he’s being straight wit you my china.” The Afrikaans girl, having dressed down after the dinner, and prepping for the work she’s shortly to perform, is dressed in black Driver Incorporated work wear, her tattoos in rampant display, her hair back and in a single braid, not unlike the blonde’s preferred style, but half the length. Her strong arms flex, and the condition of her musculature suggests body building aimed at long strong flexibility over bulk, or amphetamine stimulation. The Afrikaans girl places her hand on the brunette’s shoulder, and leans in to dominate her view. “Fouk I kene is a kak time to do it. But she’s got to kene the lay of it; how it is now; and how she’s out of all of it.”

The brunette looks up; at Driver, who is now in obvious discomfort, avoiding her gaze, and then directly in the eyes of the Afrikaans. “All right” she sighs, and looks away; “I’ll explain it to her when we arrive, and send her where she’ll be safe. Call the villa; tell them all to start the move.”

The orchard is behind her, her bare feet feel the sharp points and uneven lumps of the gravel road beneath them. The music is louder and she wants to scream and run until she’s safe in the limbs of the trees again, loving and loved by them. The scent of the peach tree blossoms is everywhere in the moving air, she can see it flowing like smoke, like river water; slow and sweet and thick. She watches the stained glass windows of the church carefully. She cannot make out what moral they carry, and she can see no light from within. The bees are busy at the azalea blossoms, moving in smooth flight from one to another, their movements while on each blossom making the thin branches wave. Each shrub looks alive with the motion. She shudders, but steps forward. One, two, three, four steps; she’s close to the azaleas now and on the thin grass and sandy soil of the church yard. She steps to the side to see more of the front of the church; she doesn’t ever remember seeing what it looks like here. There is a large honey locust tree that shades this part of the churchyard and the entrance. The tree has shed pods that litter the ground, as she walks she steps on them and their sickening sweet odor fills the air.

Two small wooden posts support a tiny roof shingled in slate and tin, over the entry. She takes another step to gain better sight of the entry to the church and is seized by an intense pain in her foot. Looking down she sees that one of the huge thorns shed from the Locust has pierced the skin between her large toe and the one next to it. She squats to pull the thorn out, tugs, it remains in her foot, tugs again, blood now and she wiggles it side to side to extract it. As the thorn is drawn she hears the front entry door to the church thrown wide and it slams against its frame.



© Amanda 2011
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dudley_do_ride
Created by: dudley_do_ride

6/8/11 @ 10:12am (EDT) | UTC - 4:00
Location: hain't Pochipsie son
Posts: 3,294


More Abstinence Tips from the Book of Ride

Men, be honest. Abstinence is a snap. A simple exertion of the imagination. You simply have to sincerely wish to abstain.

In a mood for doing mental exercise I went to the room of a favorite. I quietly sat down and observed a bit. She was wearing nothing on her bottom, it having slid down to her ankles. Her slim top was covered by a mere ribbon of red.

Yet my pulse did not quicken. My gaze was level. No fever spots appeared before eyes nor rash upon skin. I felt no compulsions to do this or that. I simply calmly noted in great detail the happenings in the room.

And to what great mystical trick do I owe this impressive ability? Well, I simply let my mind see her as ... the pink panther. The cartoon. She just so happens to really really resemble him in some ways. Sorry. True. So I simply turned off the mind logic that keeps me from admitting that, when I want to feel aroused, and let the truth of her pink pantherness flow through me.

As a reward I had a rather pleasant peaceful morning watching her do this and that while I hummed the Pink Panther theme. It brought back fond memories of watching the french inspector and the wailing sounds of the siren surete. But also power of course. Because when we exercise our will and succeed we feel this.

Soooooooooo. What lessons? Don't think you can imagine any woman as a pink panther. You have to see her as she really is. You have to see those things she tries to soften or hide. Of course you will soften them a little your own way while seeing them. And also don't have to always have the warm friendly trick. You can pretend to be a little tyrant whose requirements have gone way way too strict and enjoy, silently, finding little faults that to your new, temporary, arbitrary, requirements are unacceptable.

There are a million ways to succeed and the artist will choose the right for his mood and the moment. Never forget that if you are not in control, you have let it be so.

Abstinence, like all else, is your bitch.

So enjoy your domains this week compadres. Be masterful in your enjoyment.




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Created by: raisin_kain

6/8/11 @ 10:26am (EDT) | UTC - 4:00
Location: slicing dolphin skin with a straight razor


More Abstinence Tips from the Book of Ride

Men, be honest. Abstinence is a snap. ...


So enjoy your domains this week compadres. Be masterful in your enjoyment.





what? no fists of flame? no WINNING!!! no *cough choke spittle on chin* pass a vodka will ya?
hmmm...
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Created by: raisin_kain

6/8/11 @ 11:21am (EDT) | UTC - 4:00
Location: slicing dolphin skin with a straight razor

Note: due to the size of this segment it has been placed in 3 postings.This is the final of the 3.


|------------------------------------Liebe steht nicht Tod (Neunt final)----------------------------|



In the predawn grey light three large trucks pull up to the villa in Spain, two men from each truck exit as the entire hill side is lit as though by a series of huge arc lights. With the help of the women from the villa its contents are quickly transferred to the trucks. The plasma-like lighting drops. Several women climb aboard each truck, and they roll out the drive and down the road toward the nearby village. Inside the house lights are extinguished a pair of women with small children in tow and one holding two infants exit the front of the villa and move to the parking skirt and garage. Two black painted armored military Humvees start their engines; the children and one of the women mount the Humvees, the woman with the infants and the remaining woman exchange a kiss, and then separate to the Humvees. The Humvees follow the trucks toward the village; the gates of the villa fencing drift quiet closed, and seat with a click.

At breakfast on the suite’s patio early that morning, with the dawning orange sun so warm on them, and the city still at rest, over plates laden with fresh fruit, steamed rice and fresh vegetables, eggs benedict, fresh country breads still warm from kitchen ovens, Driver looks up and introduces a recent arrival from his offices in Amsterdam, “This is Dominic, he’ll be going with us on the helicopter to Spain this morning while Sanj and David drive the Humvee down.” The brunette leans over the table and asks driver “Where did you get him?” Driver calmly looks up from his smart phone and replies “From Hell.”

The blonde stands at the edge of the rooftop patio in a small indentation surrounding its tubular steel fencing; she listens off-handedly to the banter behind her, the sounds of their eating, plates being shifted, comings and goings. The mood of her dream has lingered, and the brunette has done nothing to alter her sense of endings, of change unrevealed, of winds gathering and her future once again drifting from safety and the longed for lasting love. So much bad luck for so very long. Leaning forward in the small nook in the waist height hedge work she places her hands on the top molded steel tube. Behind her she hears the Afrikaans girl greet the brunette. “Hallo my china, wherez ya blondie doll eh?” She takes a deep breath understanding now, some of the shift she feels in her stomach, her period will come soon, and she feels the impending headache she always begins with forming at the middle of her forehead.

Anya rises up from the slope along the cliffside above the villa. She’s tired of laying on the rock and sticks and leaves of this narrow access to the rear of the villa. There is no motion below her. She raises her rifle to her eye and peers through its scope. Looks like a Sunday morning at her dacha outside of Saint Petersburg, empty and quiet. She is reluctant to take this course of action, preferring to cope with the problem on a more intimate level; but she’s been instructed on how to proceed. They’ve had time to arrive from Paris, having left 6 hours earlier. And townspeople had reported seeing activity at the villa earlier in the day. “Probably exhausted from fucking” she thinks. She lowers the rifle and whispers into a small narrow band microphone “Da.” The tracks from four RPG rounds loft and curve at speed as the missiles strike the building below. It’s rock walls seem to restrain the force for a moment before billowing outward and throwing stone, concrete, roofing tiles, lumber and bits of wire, plaster, an entire bidet arches out across the villa’s grounds and bounces into the tree line, granite, and clouds of flame into the sky. “Wow, Moscow on New Year’s” Anya thinks. She and her team rise and approach the burning remnants.

Leaning against the padded inside wall of the helicopter, staring out the window as it travels at high speed across the Spanish border and toward the coast the blonde sits calmly. The brunette and the Afrikaans girl sit talking quietly over a touch computer paging through documents and internet sites their hands touching occasionally. Driver sits across from her, his green eyes studying her. “What does she make of this” he wonders. The blonde, as though hearing him, turns from her study of the passing landscape below, and looks back at him. “It will be alright Driver, everything will be alright.” He wonders at that, “Can she read minds?”


© Amanda 2011
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Created by: raisin_kain

6/8/11 @ 11:52am (EDT) | UTC - 4:00
Location: slicing dolphin skin with a straight razor

|-------------------------------Liebe steht nicht Tod (Das Ende)--------------------------------|

The Last Kiss

The brunette holds the blonde tightly in her arms. The blonde’s hands grasp the brunette’s coat tightly, like a cat kneading the fabric that lines its favorite warm spot. There is no special speech that would conceal their loss, or express their heart ache, or rationalize the sequences that have accumulated to this final failure. It had all, in the end, gone wrong. The imagined pacific gathering of like-minded women, the business concept that provided the engine and survivability, had been shattered when it rushed head long into the secretive world that lay behind the commonly recognized and widely accepted sex trade world. So much pain and loss had transpired in so short a time; loss of life, of treasure, of trust; and finally the loss of their love. The blonde, shorter than the brunette by several significant inches, turns her head to the left and leans her cheek against her former lover’s chest; her eyes closed, the grit and soot still on her face she looks at peace, as though she has returned home and is accepting all of the demands she had fought so long and hard to escape.

Au Revoir Demimonde

The blonde stands at the top of the ridge, a light breeze shifts her hair slightly; behind her we see the thick black smoke rising, the ruins of the villa burning, shattered by the last of the blasts. The occupants have fled during the night, in singles, couples, small groups. They will survive, and remember both the beauty, and the final terror of this place. The brunette was among the last, standing tearless and watching the destruction of what they had struggled so hard to create; and then she, the Afrikanns girl, and Driver had taken the last of the vehicles, and gone with no parting words. The blonde shifts her weight slightly, considering. From the north we hear the stuttering noise of the rapidly rotating blades of an approaching helicopter as it thrashes the humid air. What had always a sound of rescue and escape before, the fast mover’s thrum now unsettles the blonde. Examined closely, her skin so pale and pure for these many years, appears dry and sallow, the soot clinging to it lending an appearance of fragility, a single tear from her clear grey eyes, washes through the soot, leaving a lacework design, like that of foam, drying on a beach, on a shore far from home.

Closure

Viktor Zemorsky sits on the leather loveseat which faces his desk. Outside the wide expanse of plate glass that lines three of the walls of his penthouse office the city glistens with tiny sparking dots of light. Like rivers of diamonds and rubies vehicles prowl the streets of the sparkling new portions of the city. In the distance the flashing lights of jet traffic slides through the sky, some descending onto the tarmac of the citie's award winning airport, some rising gracefully, escaping and arrowing off to other prosperous centers of Europe. He smiles widely, the recent internal squabbles of the large organization he has been a part of for years, have been settled in his favor. He has the approval of the board for the actions taken to remove the irritant that woman and her group had caused. New product was being moved from the Urals to Romania and he would be in charge of the new account.

He raises the warm glass of brandy to his face. He studies the fluid while moving the glass in the ritual circles he’d learned years ago, after prison, in his attempt to project a rarified attitude to the brutal world he had mastered; he closes his eyes lowers his face into the brandy and inhales through his nose. He is startled, he was very familiar with the odor this liqueur possessed, and here something was decidedly wrong, some light fragrance had seeped into the room; as he begins to shift the glass away from his face, the reflection of black and bright blue in motion behind him catches his eye in the curved surface of the crystal. The stun gun pressed to his neck sparks brightly, and leaves two dark burn marks on his neck as he shudders and falls uncontrolled onto the cushion of the love seat that the designer had shed tears over losing, even though the price paid had fed that designer for a year. He does not feel the second and third, much less the fourth application of the electrical device to his flesh. The Afrikaner doll squats down over Viktor. She smiles softly and cocks her head to one side. Her left eyebrow arches and her Trojan blue eyes narrow. She’s seen the photos, he has lovely Russian prison tattoos on his chest, and they’ll look lovely framed.


© Amanda 2011


Author’s Afterward – For you Afrikaans girl

I sit in the car at the intersection, the traffic light holding me like a tourniquet on a wounded limb. It’s been said that at ninety two degrees Fahrenheit humans lose their humanity, more murders occur at 92F than any other temperature; at 98F on this day I feel as though I have never shared any similarity to that species. All of the windows on the car are open. I sit with my elbow on the driver’s window sill, my head tilted to the side and supported by the palm of that hand. My right hand, with its newly enameled, French style nails, taps out a repeating rhythm on the wheel of the car. Craving the hot stench of burning diesel fuel of the trucks on the road I breathe deeply; attempting to remove any of the positive feelings that have lingered from the seventy two hours prior to this moment.

I hold now, at 98F, nothing, only the ashes of my deceit; with only the memory of the nose, the lips, the small swell of someone’s jowl, of the “if only” happiness that was shared; better diesel fumes at 98F under a sky bereft of cloud. Better the grit of the road, running a liquid sand paper down my skin at 98F, than those dreams of winter fog.

I look up at myself in the rear facing mirror, there is no blur of a body seated beside me in my peripheral sight; there is no sun-glassed smiling love in the rear, gesturing me to join her. My focus shifting slightly and there is my own face; my hair pulled tightly, in a single braid, against my scalp; as though drawn backward by my torture. Large, black, goggle type sport sunglasses wrap around my face, Liberty Torque CS’s, no lipstick to lend color to my pallor, my cheeks wet from tears the Torques were never designed to filter or constrain at 98F.

The roar of the adjacent tractor rises, it’s brakes hiss in release, and it rattles and stutters its way forward; the blue black smoke and it’s stink of Hell and a long distance run blowing across and into my car. A horn beeps behind me; I stare forward, at 98F.
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Created by: kertus

6/9/11 @ 12:40am (EDT) | UTC - 4:00
Location: The Planet Piiiing
Posts: 880

BONUS!!!a hole weeks worth!!!! ta
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Created by: dudley_do_ride

6/9/11 @ 3:07am (EDT) | UTC - 4:00
Location: hain't Pochipsie son
Posts: 3,294


"What are you rebeling against?" she asked, sobbing.

"What have you got?" he said cooly.

Yeah Joe was a rebel. A rebel without a... cuz.

Yeah he familyless. Been that way since the winter of '62. Tough winter. He had to do some
things he wasn't very proud of. But that's a story for another time.

People tried to push him around. Tried to get him to lie. To not be true to his honor. But his honor is all he really had in this much less than perfect world.

Regular Richelieus they were. Trying to manipulate events so well that they could get him to speak his part. They set up the meeting. Their contempt for him in full flower.

But he held true. Their threat he gracefully parried with a hint of a grin. Let the other guy take his place behind the wheel. He merely laughed a little at their choice. A soul wilder than him in his way. Someone they had even less control over.

He would work for them so hard. But turn their ends to his own advantage. Give them many sleepless nights. Their funeral. They made that choice freely. When he parried.

Joe in the meantime would enjoy a simpler life. Not letting them see the inner smile. He was a free man. For less glory he had bought more time for his own uses. And he held true. The kind of thing he knew was so vital for civilization's very survival. The little guy staying golden.

Yeah, every time I see Joe I give him a smile and shake his hand. His rebellion was in part for me you see. Because when Rome stopped being golden, it died. It died long before Caesar came to power. It lived when the people were noble. When they fought for freedom against their overlords. When they refused to be ruled by kings. They could confidently give power to dictators for short emergencies and be confident in getting it back. There was turmoil and strife even then. But it was the healthy squabble of a thriving, vibrant people finding a balance through struggle. They were tough even when like that, surviving terrible famines and invasions, never using these as any excuse to surrender any bit of freedom they had won in their fighting. Give me a chance to go back to that age and I will choose it over their later years, though more comfortable for material things.

Yeah Joe stayed golden one more time. He had a knack for it. I remember back in the day. Same school. He made a lot of enemies then for sticking to his odd beliefs. They were silly beliefs. He lost them later on. Another quality of Joe that made you admire him. He changed. Took him a while. But he learned. Grew. One honest rebel to be sure.

Yep, the man has his faults. He has made spectacular mistakes. Needs the help of other eyes and opinions but, when the chips are down and you need someone to hold the line against the rages of the desperate, angry tyrant in the most humane way possible, Joe is your man.

Heart. Courage. Sincerity. Knowing the value of all life. While holding the line. When he advances, mankind truly moves forward.

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Bianca Jordan
Created by: Bianca Jordan

6/9/11 @ 11:24am (EDT) | UTC - 4:00

For years I have traveled in the cold,
but my heart is warm as the dark sun above,
Nothing can ever take away
what I've seen with these tired eyes,
The face of the night crying
and the shadow of the light that fades,
The morning does not lift up my eyes to
and I will not sleep more!
I lost my hope time after time
because the light faded from the sky,
Now that the darkness has become part of me
I had to let free my shades...
because I never looked behind, I never tried to find
something that would make me become someone,
Now that the pain has taken control of me
I had to let free my shades,
because I never looked behind, I never tried to find
something that would make me become someone
something that would make me reach the Sun!


© Bianca 2011
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Bianca Jordan
Created by: Bianca Jordan

6/9/11 @ 11:44am (EDT) | UTC - 4:00

Love is like a wave,
bound to end sooner or later,
and lash out on one of the rocks of life
or to continue its journey...
towards new oceans...
Love is like a wave,
because sometimes it upsets
the calm sea
of your thoughts,
It pursues you until it drags you
to change your habits,
to change everything...
Love is a wave,
and the waves are something to be imitated,
because when love goes,
an the sea returns calm
and you're convinced that will remain calm
comes another wave of love
to disrupt your life!

© Bianca 2011
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Bianca Jordan
Created by: Bianca Jordan

6/9/11 @ 12:28pm (EDT) | UTC - 4:00

Nights...

sleepless nights

climbing

on smooth slopes,

descending

lush hills,

crossing

a trembling black forest

Sleepless nights,

next to your body...

dressed in nothing





© Bianca 2011
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