after my recent pink slip from my job and this 'race for the cure' charity i've been collecting donations from, i just wanted to say that it's truly amazing that for a site that people come to for sexual fantasy how we can all come together to support causes that have nothing to do with sexual pleasure. first off, it's great that we have a community of members that like to have a good time but still want to make a difference in the world. about half of my donations came from members on here.. members who don't even know me in person, but still wanted to show their support and i thank each and every one of you for it. even those who wrote to say they wish they could help but can't financially, the fact that you gave it some thought shows you care.
people ask me why i keep coming back? i can go download a porn if i want to get off, but coming here is a way to interact with people that i otherwise wouldn't get the chance to meet; a way to gain some confidence in myself when i get an email from a model saying 'thank you for making my night better'; a way to learn how to embrace and enjoy my sexual side and realize that there are actually girls out there that enjoy something other than the missionary and doggy style's i've become annoyed with doing; and a place to come and get cheered up when i'm having a bad day.
while i have my favorites, i need to take a minute to talk about one very special model on here: saphira. saphi is the reason i joined this site and one of the many reasons i stay. after visiting numerous rooms, saphira was the first model to actually acknowledge me as a grey and talk to me like i was a human being, not an annoyance. i bought my first credits after spending time with her and spent a good portion of my first few months in her room getting to meet and know the other members. in the months that followed i didn't have as much time to visit her and found myself a gorgeous little number in kimee, but i never have or will forget saphira. she has helped me through some personal issues as well as answered sexual questions i had and has been there in more ways than most of my friends ever would be.. more ways than any contract she signed for this site asked her to be. since ozzie and myself are currently unemployed, saphira has instituted the 'pvt restricted' rule for us. if we were so much as to try and take her behind the curtain she will kick us out of the pvt so we can't spend money! how many times do you see anyone, not just a cam model, but anyone take a personal financial hit to make sure that people she HAS NEVER MET will be alright. saphira embodies the kind of people we all need in our lives!! i have mucho respect for all the models on here and i don't doubt that, from my experiences thus far, you all care about your regulars as well. i just felt like saphi should get a little love for what she does on here. without patting myself on the back, i like to think that you all enjoy reading my opinions and responses and realize that without saphira around i probably wouldn't be here typing this today!
so why do i come back? by god, this is why: a place of acceptance, community and fun. you all (models and members) are a seriously cool group of people and i'm glad i've had the opportunity to interact with each and every one of you!
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