Coming to this site for the first time, was also my first time to try out modeling in any fashion. I was a little nervous, and had low self esteem. Some where deep inside me though I new I was sexy. This post is not about me being sexy.
Instead I want to tell you about what this site has done for me, and it has done nothing but good for me as a person. I hope that it has helped every one equally, and would like to hear how it has helped you, or possibly hurt you, or damaged you in any way.
I am still quite new, and am only a freshman. Even with this I have realized many things. I have met many people some which I care for as family, and some I just want nothing to do with. I have also noticed many new things about my attitude in the real world.
Some of the things I have realized are my limits. Every one on here may, or may not have limits. I found having a master broke me down on here more, then it did in real life. It may be because my master wasn't as dominant. Maybe it was because I had one single master, or maybe because simply my master on here isn't actually over here.On the same side of the camera. I have backed away from that though, and moved back to just being the clients soldier when they ask for it.
Another thing I have noticed is my attitude. I have gain a lot of self esteem. I am proud of who I am now. I owe an incredible thanks to this site, for helping me boost my self confidence, and my over all morale.
I want to thank every one who brought me as far as I am now. Although I am only a freshman...I am planning on working toward being a star! If this has had similar affects for you, write em out! I just want to hear some good o'l stories. If this has damaged you, maybe I or some one else here can listen, or help if that is what you want.
Thanks again!
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