Blog posts from Flirt4Free performer Tj Shock. en Tj Shock 2026 VS Media, Inc. All Rights Reserved. 2026-10-09 15:07:37 http://flirt4free.com/models/bios/tj-shock/blog.php https://cdn5.vscdns.com/images/models/samples/4458841.jpg flirt4free.com/models/bios/tj-shock/blog.php Got bugs worked out and am confident that I am setup and will be performing for you Live at about 8pmET tonight for a Special Halloween Cam Event. Expect to have a few surprises in store. Also I have twitter setup and able to recieve tips now and hope you visit and show some support and help with new toys, fetish gear,!and other cam essentials to hell me succeed and stay fresh for ya'll. flirt4free.com/models/bios/tj-shock/blog.php Tue, 31 Oct 2023 After a sudden unexpected hiatus from my live cam shows and private chats that lasted 10+ years. I am horny and ready to let my old fans and new ones once again be turned on and encaptivated by my charming demeaner and my now matured and experienced sex appeal.. I am back for a limited and undetermined amount of time but am confident you wiill once again be wanting to let me turn you on and let you take control and help me become the stud you always dreamed of. flirt4free.com/models/bios/tj-shock/blog.php Sun, 22 Oct 2023 Well if you are a fan of mine you are probably very familiar with my constant relocating. I once again do no disappoint and have indeed relocated to a new studio. This one hopefully will be a bit more long term and convenient for broadcasting and staying active consistently. That being said I have also increased my internet speeds so I will no long be as delayed and choppy as we had been experiencing this past month when I did actually get to log in. So hopefully you all will notice that quality improvement as well as the new environment. I am going to post a tentative schedule today or tomorrow on here to let you guys have a set idea of when I will be logged in so you can always catch me at some point. For the longest time I had been just logging in with no schedule and have realized its not fair for my loyal customers to never know when I'll be avail to get a hold of me and ends up making it hard to stay in contact occasionally. So gonna work on communicating with ya'll a bit better. Lastly I just wanted to say thanks for sticking with me and know I love our time together and am only here for you guys... you make this adventure a worthwhile one for me. flirt4free.com/models/bios/tj-shock/blog.php Mon, 25 Nov 2013 So this past weekend I am sure you all noticed I wasn't on my normal schedule. I do apologize for not letting you know what was going on but it was a spur of the moment thing. Basically my Best Friend had to have emergency knee surgery due to a caught cartilage or something. So I opted to help her out with her 2 boys and basically play nurse for her all weekend. I don\'t think I slept from Thurs night till Sat Night... so even though I was done caring for her I was too exhausted to log in to say hi that night as well. To make it up to you guys though I am logging in every day or evening this week from Today till Sunday. So hopefully if we missed each other this past weekend you can stop in one of these days this week and visit. I miss you guys. Hope you keep up!Also I hope you all stop back and check out the results of my workout and dieting. I have toned up quite a bit and hopefully you all like the changes! Lots of hard work but its paying off so make sure to check out the new look soon. flirt4free.com/models/bios/tj-shock/blog.php Thu, 8 Aug 2013 Well I spent some time today working on taking a few new and updated pics because from what I was seeing I apparently had not done this in a long while. Not only have I toned up substantially from what my old pics were showing... I also got a new haircut and my pics just weren't doing me justice anymore. I think I managed to get a couple decent ones and posted them on the site so lmk what you think. Friday is coming up sooner then I anticipated and I will be glad to get back to modeling this weekend and chatting with all you guys that stop by every weekend and say hi or take me pvt for a good time. On a side note I have a puppy that I may be adopting and bringing home in the next few weeks. Cute little yorky I think. The neighbor of mine doesn't seem to have enough time to take care of her so I offered in the future to take her .. cause well she is a sweetie! So it will be nice to have another little friend around to keep me company when i can't get on and have ya'll take over. Miss ya'll see you guys on Friday Sat and Sun! flirt4free.com/models/bios/tj-shock/blog.php Thu, 25 Jul 2013 So I am officially back in the swing of things with a set schedule and a new place. I swear everytime I come back I have relocated but this time I am in love with my new place... hopefully ya'll will enjoy it too. If you have ever been pvt with me you probably remember my kitty pepper and my two ferrets. The ferrets I had to get rid of when I moved home temporarily with my family after a big breakup. My kitty passed away two weeks before that. It has been a rough time without her but I know that she was in pain so I am glad she is in a better place now. Other then that I have been working on toning up myself and been laying out which you can tell by my ridiculous tan lines....but besides the lines the tan does look good. My new schedule is basically every Friday night, Saturday for most the day and same with every Sunday. Occasionally I will be logged in during the week but my schedule for my other job is soo screwy I can't really guarantee that so I am just gonna stick to weekends. Don't forget you can always add me on Twitter @ShockTJ for XXXclusive pics and updates. I always make sure to tweet when I am logging in live. Missed you guys... soooo glad to be back. I am not gonna lie I love webcaming and talking with ya'll ... if I didn't love what i do I wouldn't be here. So ty for the continued support mostly to those who have stuck with me even after I disappeared and returned multiple times. You guys are amazing so Thanks! flirt4free.com/models/bios/tj-shock/blog.php Sat, 20 Jul 2013 So I have been on hiatus since November when I had hoped to originally return. Unfortunately I had to take on 3 jobs and just didn't have the time to commit. Now fortunately I once again have a more normal work schedule and can finally dedicate some quality time into getting to know you all again. I just recently chopped off a beard I was sporting lol.. it turned a bit red and was too itchy for me to handle. I wish I could have gotten ya'll a chance to see me all bear like :P quite a change. Otherwise look about the same.. maybe gained a bit of weight.. not sure. I am still of course single... not as if that ever is much of a surprise... but someday I'm sure my guy will come along. What have you guys been up to? Did you miss me? Make sure to send me an email and let me know whats up and your availability I can always try to setup a time to get on for you personally if it works with my schedule. I missed you guys... you always made my day better and much more fun :P. My cock says hi... and hopes you'll be cumming to visit him in pvt soon as well. Check me out tonight live... its my big return. flirt4free.com/models/bios/tj-shock/blog.php Fri, 29 Mar 2013 I recently took a break from performing to take care of myself and my family but I am back and in a new studio once again. I need all the support I can get to help me get caught back up in the ranking so please make sure to do your part with powerboosts, chatting, pvts, tips, and just checking me out and saying hi. I missed you all but due to a death in my immediate family I had to focus on myself for awhile. Now that I am back I will try to be around more consistently then before and may even set up a set schedule so you can plan on times to stop in and check me out. TY to all those that missed me and sent me message asking where I was and how I was doing... I really appreciate the love and concern but no worries I am still around. Hope to see you all very soon and catch up! flirt4free.com/models/bios/tj-shock/blog.php Mon, 5 Nov 2012 I have been working hard on toning up and it is finally starting to show.. come check out my new bod. See if you like the new look! TJ 2.0... and continueing flirt4free.com/models/bios/tj-shock/blog.php Wed, 18 Jul 2012 It has been quite a long time since my last blog entry so today I figured I would update you guys of why I haven't been online and what my new hours are going to be. First off if you have been a fan of mine in the past you have probably noticed I have jumped studios at least 3 times within the past 7 months... thats a lot of moving around! That being said it has been very stressful and it is nice to finally be able to say I have a permanent place! Another bit of exciting news is I recently got hired at an upscale restaurant as a server in my town. This is great news for me but also interferes with my old schedule. I will still be on almost nightly but probably around 1am Central time and only till 5am central. I do have a couple days possibly during the week where I will be able to log in a bit earlier to accomodate those that can't be up so late at night. otherwise plz make sure to check in and say hi... I have been sooo busy but I want to catch back up with all my fans and get back to having fun with ya'll. Lastly I wanted to let you know that I will for the time being no longer be doing duos with Ken Dunn. He will still be performing from time to time solo still if you would like to catch him but our time together for duos is no longer avail so I appologize for that. If something is to change I will make sure to let you all know. Hope to see you soon! flirt4free.com/models/bios/tj-shock/blog.php Tue, 10 Jul 2012 Well as some of you came to find out I did indeed jump up another year in age and am now 23. My Birthday may have been quiet at first but thanks to my fans this week turned out to be a birthday party in and of itself. I had the fans and friends that logged in online the day of... some even a week early since they were going to be out of town, to give me my birthday wishes and sometimes gifts. Then the day after a few more that had missed my birthday helped me celebrate by singing, making age jokes, and just making me feel good to be alive... which is how it should be on your bday right? So for everyone that did already get to share a bit of the birthday fun with me and helped me make it a special one I send out my deepest thanks.... its been rough moving and losing friends in the process... but some of you have been a friend of mine for almost a year now. So thanks for your dedication and support... couldnt do it without ya'll. You really did make this years birthday a very special and fun one .. unexpectedly perfect really. Don't worry if you missed the birthday fun... you can still send a late tip or gift to make up for it... I dont mind .. just make sure to tell me Happy Bday first so I know why your tipping or sending stuff randomly... lol. Lastly I had no wish for my bday this year... but dont fret is was by choice. I decided that now that I have a set place to live... a great roommate that supports my lifestyle and has become the closest and best friend I have ever had. I am truly blessed... so wasting a wish would seem pety. If someone needs a wish your more than welcome to use mine... if it even works that way lol. Anyways time to have some fun online. Cum check me out! Ill post more blog posts later. flirt4free.com/models/bios/tj-shock/blog.php Sat, 16 Jun 2012 Oh god I am just turning 23 and I already feel so old! Lol well a little anyways. I am spending the big day with ya'll for quite a bit of it so ihope you stop in and say hi! Pepper has already gotten her birthday snack since she found it a bit earlier than anticipated... and frankly..I just didnt want to deal her and just gave in to her puss in boots glare. As for the Kids (ferrets) they are both in throuble for getting into a plant I had just recently gotten. I MIGHT let them out just cause yall love them so much. Anyways... I gotta get to showing off for yall on cam so have to end this! CUM CELEBRATE WITH ME! IM 23! flirt4free.com/models/bios/tj-shock/blog.php Mon, 11 Jun 2012 Well just got back into town from Church with the family and now I figured since I wiped my slate clean its time to get them dirty again lol. Hopeing people see humor and not disgust in that :P.Had a nice walk in the woods today by my house which I haven't done in awhile. Was pretty relaxing actually. I so badly wanted to get naked and jump in the creek nearby but unfortunately its daylight and too many people around. Thats what I think I will do though soon is go skinny dipping in a pool nearby this summer.... who wants to come? Other then that though I am just sitting here dressed.... getting ready to log in and get naked. I do tend to like to plz the masses so I can see it happening fairly quick.. and the conclusion I hear is worth it :) You all can be the judge of that.One last side note though dont forget to add my twitter account and also check out my schedule posting tomorrow. I have a set schedule I will share with you all vio the website tomorrow. I can't believe it was only a week since I was gone... it has seemed like eternity. SOO glad to be back. flirt4free.com/models/bios/tj-shock/blog.php Sun, 15 Apr 2012 Well I am finally back from my dreaded vacation to hell. I won't get into the boring details of it all but lets just say its nice to be back home at my studio and back to work finally full time again. I am going over a schedule for the week today so shoot me some suggestions if you have a preference to when I log in and Ill try to accomodate. Currently I am planning 3 hours a nite most nites around 1am Central USA time -4am and then possibly 11a-6pm central during the day. All up in the air though till I get a more rested sleep :P So we will see. I hope everyone had a great Easter Weekend and have great subsequent plan for this weekend! If not just remember me I will be live a lot of.Also its one of my favorite fetishes today ... so hopefully I will get some good pvts and some nice chat time. So get your Freaky Feet loving selves into my room and lets enjoy this Friday the 13th the way it should be celebrated.Thanks for the support guys. I really did miss yall. See you soon!PS I am running on very little sleep so sorry if this post is a bit scrambled. GL deciphering it if it is lol flirt4free.com/models/bios/tj-shock/blog.php Fri, 13 Apr 2012 Well I haven't updated ya'll on my new schedule only for the fact it hasn't come out yet. I expect to be starting the new job hopefully within the next week or two and will update my schedule then. I also wanted to point out that I will be gone also for almost a week here coming up shortly on a semi sorta vacation. I will know the exact date in the next few days. So yah.. overall this is going to be a very sketchy on and off month for me but hopefully it will settle soon and I can get more normal working hours soon. I will attempt to twitter more if you are currently a follower so you are aware of when I will be loggin in. I hope everyone had a great winter and is enjoying the beginning of spring. Spring is my favorite time of year besides fall... you can fuck inside or outside with a nice breeze on your back. ANyone else into outdoor sex? I think it would be hot to go canoeing down a river and get mounted half way down. Just start fucking and hope the canoe takes you home lol.. sounds like fun to me. flirt4free.com/models/bios/tj-shock/blog.php Sat, 24 Mar 2012 It has finally happened... I have found a job near where I relocated to and will be starting up full-time within the next few weeks. The only thing this means is that I will be finally able to make a realistic Schedule here. So even if my hours online do get cut because of working ft again.. I at least will be able to provide you with a set schedule a week in advance of when I will be logging. SO even if I am on less I will be on more regularly.. so hopefully it will all work itself out. Otherwise I have finally gotten most of my place unpacked and and currently and rebuilding my pc since the mb has shorted... so even if you don't care expect pc updates.. and status's letting you know of its condition. Keeping it in your prayers would be very appreciated as well :). I am very concerned for its well being. Last thing I guess I wanted to let you all know about is my requests I am taking. I have had some odd hours... off and on moving.. and have lost contact with some of you that I have been talking to for a long time. So if you read this... and you have some time and wanna catch up... send me an email with times you can be around and I will try to accomodate. See you guys soon...! flirt4free.com/models/bios/tj-shock/blog.php Thu, 1 Mar 2012 I know I have been off and on recently due to moving and other drama going on within my life... but I am back and wanted to come up with a schedule for you guys thats consistent and actually possible. So for the first time I have posted a FT schedule I plan to follow so that you know when you can expect me to be around. That being said.. I don't want you to think that if you can't make the schedule I have that you can't see me anymore... just send me an email of your availability and we can work something out something that will work. You guys all keep me coming back and I dont want any of my fans to miss out on the fun. I also wanted to remind you all of my duo account with Ken Dunn. I will be posting an updated temporary schedule for when we will be logging on so that you don't miss out on hot live fun we will be providing from time to time. Expect a Duo to appear on the Calendar for this Upcoming Wed Feb, 22nd. I expect the duo will begin around 9pm Eastern Time .. but check out our duo page tomorrow afternoon for a schedule update! So thanks for checking in and reading my blog... hope you can make the new hours I will be broadcasting or you let me know if you can't... missed you guys since I've moved... mostly those that haven't caught up with me since. To those that have...thanks again for the support! See you guys soon! flirt4free.com/models/bios/tj-shock/blog.php Tue, 21 Feb 2012 As you have probably noticed if you are a regular fan or even a flirt regular, that I have been missing from the picture for awhile. I again had to relocate and finally have finished transitioning into my new studio. Along with the move came some headaches but now that I am setup I have some great news to share! The first bit of good news is I will now for the first time be broadcasting in full speed hd. I have increased my internet speeds to help keep me broadcasting clearer and more smoothly during pvts and open chat. So let me know if you notice the difference. 2ndly I have as I mentioned moved into a new place. This opened up a lot of options since its more pvt and bigger... so look for my different setups and I hope you find enjoyment from some of variety I try to offer. Lastly I now will be adding a regular weekly schedule that will last till I start up my other job. When that occurs I will re-adjust my hours to correlate with the new jobs schedule as well. I hope you all come and help me catch back up in the ranking or say hi... I missed you and hope you didnt forget about me! XOXOXO MUAH -TJ Shock flirt4free.com/models/bios/tj-shock/blog.php Tue, 7 Feb 2012 Hey guys.. i'm back at the computer and wanted to make sure to remind you of my new Twitter Account linked on my Full Bio. I use this account to update you of whats going on in my life as well as provide you with another outlet to keep up to date.One thing that Twitter will be providing will be updates of when I will be going live, as well as special show dates (duo/feature chats).Another thing I have been doing is posting exclusive content for my twitter followers a day before I post it on Flirt. For example I have a few HD pics of just me and then a few XXX pics as well I have added exclusively to twitter. Don't fret if you can't follow me though... all my content gets loaded here too... least the fun stuff :P. I also have a few random pics of Pepper for anyone that knows who she is.. so there is something I guess would be twitter only.So I guess just make sure to check it out and follow me if you like and I hope you enjoy the fun content and info it provides! Glad to be back to flirt.. I have relocated and am heading back live today! Have a great week ya'll and hope to see you again in my room soon cause I missed you guys! flirt4free.com/models/bios/tj-shock/blog.php Tue, 7 Feb 2012 Well it seems I just got settled into my new studio when again I will have to be relocating. This time around however I am unsure of how long I will be without internet. I expect no longer than two weeks but again I am just unsure. I will be ending my broadcasting on Flirt on January 29th. Ty for everyone who has stuck by me through the last few month during my last move and I hope you continue to stick around during this one. THe stress of trying to find a place has been hindering my time on here already so I appologize if you haven't caught me recently.. It's just been a tough transition. Don't fret though I now have a TWITTER link up on my bio for ya'll to keep in touch and find out when I will return as well as my blog on here I will try to keep posted to. Again thanks for all the compliments, follows, tweets, reviews, pvts, tips, and everything else ya'll have done to make my time on this site worth while. I can't wait for the next 9 days on here and I am hoping I can catch up with all my favorite fans and watchers before I jet. I will miss you guys while I am gone... ya'll mean the world to me!-TJ flirt4free.com/models/bios/tj-shock/blog.php Thu, 19 Jan 2012 It's been awhile since I updated my blog so I figured I would give you some insight on whats planned for 2012 for me and Flirt. My 2011 was made great by some amazing fans and I look forward to meeting new and catching up with old viewers in 2012! First thing planned will be the implementation from flirt in the next few weeks of some sort of social media connection that will in the future be displayed on our bios. This opens up a lot of possibilities and should be fun to see how its implemented. Secondly if you attended my New Years Eve Weekend Duo shows you now realize I have met someone I find worth duoing with. Those who enjoyed and supported us which were many of you TY so much! To those who are worried that our 1 on 1 connections will be lost by me duoing should rest assured I'm not going anywhere in the Solo department and still find all our PVTs fun, erotic, and stimulating so don't be worried! I love ya'll but make sure to keep watch more duos in the future and hopefully you enjoy the new way of watching me! Lastly I would like to think in 2012 I will be investing in more toys and undies to please the masses. I would also love any suggestions of items you'd like me to include. My wishlist is also available via my bio if you feel gifty. But yah hope you keep checking back and I can't wait to chat some more with you all this year! flirt4free.com/models/bios/tj-shock/blog.php Fri, 6 Jan 2012 Q.Hot Chocolate or Apple Cider?A.I love both but Apple Cider sounds better atm. Q.Turkey or Ham?A. Turkey I guess. Q.Do you get a fake or real tree?A.I currently do not have a tree but if I were I would like a real one... I love the smell. Q.Decorations on the outside of the house?A.Sure... but I would see them better and more often if they were inside lol. Q. Snowball fights or sledding?A. How about throwing snowballs at people while sledding? If not I guess I would choose snowball fight. Q.Do you like hanging around the fireplace because it's warm?A. No... I like hanging around the fireplace cause it's cold. Q.Do you enjoy going downtown shopping?A. This is a dumb question... no I hate shopping... mostly downtown lol. Q.Favorite Christmas song?A.Holy Night Q. How do you feel about Christmas movies?A. I really enjoy National Lampoons Christmas Vacation,White Christmas, and It's a Wonderful Life. Q.When is it too early to start listening to Christmas music?A. Anytime before the last week before XMAS in my opinion :) Q.Stockings before or after presents?A.Depends on the pvters and if they are into feet lol. Q. Carolers,do you or do you not watch and listen?A. Lmao... I am sorta forced to listen if they are caroling.. but I prob wouldnt watch. Q. Go to someone else's house or they come to you?A. If your talking about sex.. we can meet in the middle or just pick one... doesnt matter :P Q. Do you read the Christmas story? If so, when? A. NoQ.What do you do after presents and dinner?A.Drink and Hopefully have hot passionate sex. Q. What is your favorite holiday smell?A. The smell of Pine Trees and cinnamon. Q.Ice skating or walking around the mall?A. Walking around the mall probably. Q.Favorite part about winter?A. Nothing really besides the option to go skiing and a more ideal weather to cuddle up in. Q.Favorite Christmas decor?A.Lights? Q.Lights...colored or clear?A. Colored Wow this list seemed much more fun when I was thinking of doing it but thats ok. Hope everyone is getting their shopping done! flirt4free.com/models/bios/tj-shock/blog.php Thu, 22 Dec 2011 So I have been trying to think of whom I have to get gifts for this year and thankfully it mainly involves my nephews. My sister has 3 kids that I usually get something small each for each XMAS and then I also have my best friend Heathers 2 boys that I have adopted basically as my nephews as well. Even though I have an idea of what their interests are I always end up getting them things they either never play with or they already have. This year I decided that maybe I would do more of a holiday gift basket as a gift for the boys as a whole. The basket would include a few small toys and then lots of good holiday candy and goodies to munch on during the holidays. I figure this way I dont have to worry about repeating a gift they were already given.. and what kinda kid wouldn't like a big gift box full of candy, juiceboxes, and fun little toys to mess around with? Hopefully my optimism towards this gift idea transfers over to them and they agree that its not too bad. I usually get my parents something each xmas but this year they insisted I dont since I just moved and have been tight on cash. So I guess that just leaves my best friend Heather and my new friend Ken. Heather and I always have a late Xmas that never actually happens... this way we can procrastinate long enough on gifts to the point we just expect to wait until the next year to repeat the cycle. As for Ken I already got him something.. (not really for xmas) but it sorta counts.. and I am sure I will think of something else to give him as well. Any good ideas? I could use any and all suggestions for affordable gift ideas! flirt4free.com/models/bios/tj-shock/blog.php Wed, 21 Dec 2011 So I think it's the weather that is making my cock throb especially hard lately. I have been waking up randomly during the night ever since our winter weather back-stepped into fall again. Almost hit 60 degrees here the other day and for mid-late December that's pretty whacked.As a result I am even hornier than ever before and no one here to help me release any of this built up pressure. I am finding myself waking up in the middle of the night to wet pairs of undies... filled of precum from the dreams I must have been having and unfortunately no longer recall.I have also noticed that due to my more horny nature I have a much longer hardon when waking up in the morning...and as a result think I may log on to work up on waking just to hopefully obtain a hot pvt to blow my built up load with.Overall I really hope the weather does start to return to a more wintery self. Either that or I hope I get a lot of pvts or maybe meet someone to help me release all this sexual tension that has been created due to global warming... well that's my excuse anyway. flirt4free.com/models/bios/tj-shock/blog.php Wed, 21 Dec 2011 So I have been recalling everything I have done in my personal life throughout the year... and then on here with ya'll... and realized I haven't been so good. I figured I would list a few of my naughty highlights and see if any of you can relate or maybe were part of any of them. One thing naughty I did this year involved many pvts of duct tape humiliation. This master is not only one of my favorite dominating pvters... but also the one making me do the most naughty things the most frequently. Because of this humiliation and fun I am adding this to my list. Another thing this year I did that I think is a bit on the bad side involved a very hot man on my couch with the blinds wide open and neighbors walking by doing every sexual thing you could imagine... right in the open for the viewing eye. Because of the thought of my parents walking by and disowning me with what they saw I think I can put this as a another reason I don't make the good list this year. Lastly I don't make the good list because frankly I stopped believeing in Santa a looong loong time ago and now believe more in cocks, ass, and sexy men. Tis the Season to be Jolly and nothing does it better for me than that. Hope your holiday planning is coming along well. BE SAFE! XOXO TJ flirt4free.com/models/bios/tj-shock/blog.php Tue, 20 Dec 2011 If you are unaware of who are what Pepper is... she is my only pet atm. She is a cute grey haired spoiled cat with a personality as big as mine. She insists I spend too much time on her so to give her a bit of attention I decided to make this blog entry dedicated to all the things that would make her XMAS PURRFECT. Enjoy.1.) Organic Catnip (She won't accept bagged or processed catnip from hartz or other name brand companies. She only will enjoy fresh catnip or catnip from HYVEE's organic aisle.)2.) An automatic sensor for the faucet in the bathroom, seeming it's her official watering hole. (A new coffee mug to drink out of would also be nice seeming she is offended by a cat dish... she insists she isnt a feline.)3.) New Laser Pointer seeming she was so entertained with the other two that she burnt through both the batteries.4.) An endless supply of Wet Cat Food *NO SEAFOOD ... she hates it. If it has cheddar... or extra gravy she is gonna love yah.5.)Automatic Cleaning Litterbox6.)Peace from all living Creatures besides Me.... (she told me to add this)7.)Automatic Cat Treat Dispenser... she can't seem to get enough and I can't seem to supply them on demand to her liking.8.) Paw Wipes... she hates dirty paws.9.)Me to work less hours... she needs more daddy time.10.) Last but not least... she wants a crippled bird to land on the tree outside for xmas... she has been trying to catch one for two months.... poor thing. flirt4free.com/models/bios/tj-shock/blog.php Fri, 16 Dec 2011 On the first day of XMAS my true fan would give to me... a pvt with a tip plz. On the 2nd day of XMAS my true fan would give to me two leather gloves and a pvt with a tip plz. On the 3rd day of XMAS my true fan would give to me 3 french men, two leather gloves, and a pvt with a tip plz. On the 4th day of XMAS my true fan would give to me 4 studly undies, 3 french men, two leather gloves, and a pvt with a tip plz. On the 5th day of XMAS my true fan would give to me 5 GOLD Cock Rings...4 studly undies, 3 french men, two leather gloves, and a pvt with a tip plz. On the 6th day of XMAS my true fan would give to me 6 Fleece in Navy...5 GOLD Cock Rings...4 studly undies, 3 french men, two leather gloves, and a pvt with a tip plz. On the 7 dongs a squirting,6 fleece in navy...5 GOLD Cock Rings... (badahdundun)4 studly undies, 3 french men, 2 leather gloves, and a PVT..... with a TIP PLEEEEAASE. lol Im done with the song but lol it was fun. ;) flirt4free.com/models/bios/tj-shock/blog.php Thu, 15 Dec 2011 I won't get into the logistics of what happened to keep me offline... but let's just say I am glad to be back. The holidays have always tended to be a stressful time for me but especially so this year. Now that I have moved out onto my own place and studio the stress of managing my own bills for the first time is tiresome and hefty mostly with a few unexpected medical bills, but learning how to get through it is going to be priceless. So thanks for being patient and hopefully ya'll didn't forget about me.The one good side to me being a little stressed is my favorite way of relieving stress is by chatting with friends and getting off. I have been gifted a very sexy mesh jock, and also have a few more items to spice up the privates. So happy holidays and I hope ya'll swing by to say hi. I missed everyone so much.. so any PowerBoosts, Tips, Pvts, or just "hellos" or "welcome backs" would be very sweet and appreciated! Hope your getting ready for Xmas... I know I am on the Naughty list this year..;) I wouldn't have it any other way! MUAH! LOVE YOU GUYS! flirt4free.com/models/bios/tj-shock/blog.php Sun, 11 Dec 2011 Happy Thanksgiving Everyone! I am happy to announce I will be broadcasting from 3pm ET till Midnight today to celebrate with ya'll. Hopefully everyone is spending time with family as well.. but when you do have a chance to sneak away I will be here waiting to celebrate with you in pvt as well. My Thanksgiving today will mostly consist of enjoying it with yall since my festivities with family don't take off till this weekend. So even if you can't take me pvt to make my holiday better ... just stopping by to say hi would be nice! Missed you guys since I was gone. Since it is Thanksgiving I just want to say one last time how thankful I am to everyone who stops by and takes me pvt regularly. You all hold a special place in my heart and I'm Thankful for having ya'll in my life. Happy Holidays. Hope it's Safe, Fun, and Everything you want it to be. Love you guys. Hope to see you today! XOXOXO TJP.S. I may have one last Holiday Surprise in Store for you this weekend. I will probably end up leaking out the news before then but ..it's pretty big. flirt4free.com/models/bios/tj-shock/blog.php Thu, 24 Nov 2011 So as Thanksgiving approaches I decided to dedicate this blog entry to everything I am thankful for. So here is a list of my top five things that I will be MOST thankful for this Year.1.) Food and Shelter. Even though its a generic it's an essential and I am thankful that I have a place to stay and food to eat. Some people take that for granted.2.)My Kitty Pepper. It's been a rough year and she has stuck by me through it all. Yah I know go ahead and say it... I'm a Cat Man haha.3.) My Health. I am glad I am healthy now and feeling better. I am not used to being very sick very often so I am thankful of this.4.) My Fans and Friends. It's been a rough month and I just am thankful to my fans and friends that have stuck by and supported me through it all. You guys are the best.5.)Lastly I am thankful for my family. They are always a main aspect of my life and I am very thankful they are a part of it.Ok guys how about you? What are ya'll thankful for this year. Anything special this year that your thankful for that you weren't last? Send me an email and let me know! flirt4free.com/models/bios/tj-shock/blog.php Tue, 22 Nov 2011 I am sorry for not being online the full durations during the Halloween weekend as I know a few of you were a little disappointed. To explain I was coughing and very tired all weekend and Sat was running a fever. I decided to sleep and go to the ER Sunday and was told I had Pneumonia. So Steroids and Antibiotics and Lots of sleep. So I didnt party away the weekend and skip out on ya'll I just was under the weather. So again sorry If I disappointed ya'll. To make it up to you I will be broadcasting off and On all Day Sat. and Sat Night at 11:30pm ET I will be Broadcasting till Sunday @ 10am ET. AND 4pm ET - 11:30pm ET SUNDAY Nov 6th as well. I hope you stop by and show some support. Any TIPS,PVTS,or PowerBoosts to help me catch up in the Rankings would be greatly appreciated. Missed you guys! XOXOXO TJ P.S. While I was sick I did get caught up on some very needed sleep and feel much better now with meds being in me for a few days now. No more drowning your ears with my coughing! :) flirt4free.com/models/bios/tj-shock/blog.php Sat, 5 Nov 2011 Hey Guys... There are some Big Contests this weekend! I will be broadcasting extra long Sat to hopefully be able to compete and win . I predict more contests throughout sunday and monday if you can't attend on Sat. I hope everyone who can will join together and help me get far this weekend. I had been sorta feeling under the weather lately probably due to the weather changing so drastically. Either way I am excited for Halloween MOnday and Even more Excited and pumped about the contests and Pvts that await me. Lets make the Long, Make them Fun, and Make them Rememberable. To win a contest this weekend I need to be in the Top 4 for Credits overall. So to Win I need to collect as many a possible. On a Side Note. You can help me win a prize for most Unique Pumpkin Donations. Currently the top person only has 8. So PLEASE donate a PUMPKIN to help me win by MONDAY 11:59ET. I am Currently Dressed up in a Tank and cute Undies but calling myself "EMINEM" for my costume. To make it legit I will Rap for you for a TIP for PUMPKIN on top for a quick PEEK. This is going to be a great weekend and I can't wait to see ya'll! DID I mention there are promotions?! XOXO TJ flirt4free.com/models/bios/tj-shock/blog.php Sat, 29 Oct 2011 So as the leaves have seemlessly fallen again without me noticing any of the fall colors due to work, school, and other life duties. I've begun to notice how fast Halloween is approaching. Halloween.. the one holiday I can enjoy without having to feel bombarded by family, dress up in ridiculous costumes, drink yourself ridiculous and hope to scare a friend shitless in the process. So many reasons for me to love the holiday but my favorite of course is the over tight, sexy, skimpy, costumes I can try to pull off. Due to all the stuff going on I have really had time to even finish deciding on what I wanted to be. When I last thought about it, it was between an Army Soldier or a Swimmer. I just don't know what to do. Any Suggestions? I did post some other ideas I had on my WISHLIST also located on my BIO. If you like something and wanna see me sport it on Halloween Night you can Gift it and I should Receive it in time and be able to wear it in PVT for You. So remember I wear SIZE SM, otherwise they may be more unflattering than flattering when I receive them. Other than that... I plan to carve a pumpkin with Pepper in the next couple days... also Could use some suggestion on what I should try to carve... be creative but nothing too pornographic... think scary or cute. Well... again thanks for listening to me ramble... now back to Chatting with Ya'll Live. flirt4free.com/models/bios/tj-shock/blog.php Wed, 19 Oct 2011 I am excited for the weekend to have finally arrived. Even though I'll be working the majority of it... it still always seems better to relax in the little time I have on Sat and Sun rather than a Mon or Wed for instance. So TGIF and TGIS's haha. I am finally settled into my new place and definentally loving it. The lighting is much improved compared to the older apartment and I love my new furniture and bed. As for Pepper (my cat) she is taking her time adjusting but she too loves the relaxations she manages to get. Otherwise on a news front not much going on. I will be on lots this weekend and have finally mad a tentative schedule. AGAIN if I am not online or scheduled to be online during a time YOU'RE avail plz email me and let me know when works best for you and we can schedule something. Lastly make sure to keep powerboosts, virtual tips, and pvts coming to help me stay in the top 20. I am still edging it but may be bumped. AGAIN TY for getting me there in the first place.... ya'll make me smile. flirt4free.com/models/bios/tj-shock/blog.php Sat, 15 Oct 2011 Ok guys I have been promising and promising to come out with a set schedule and I think I sorta have one made up. So make sure to check out my bio and keep up to date with my availability (scheduled). Otherwise TY again for boosting me to the top 10 again... still can't believe that. On a side note it is another contest day here on the site and I would love to place in the top 10 so I hope to see those that can attend today rooting me on and showing support! I have my dildo all polished up and ready to use since its Anal Action themed. So if your horny and up for some fun anal or reg fun in pvt make sure to swing by. Lastly I am out of coffee and I am hoping I can stay awake through my shift tonight on the site haha. Wish me luck guys I am a caffeine junky and this could turn very sour very quick haha. Let's just all be thankful I have some black tea with caffiene to help me make it through. PVTs may help as well haha. So if you see me snoozing make sure to wake me up! :P flirt4free.com/models/bios/tj-shock/blog.php Thu, 13 Oct 2011 Wow guys not only did we manage to get me in the top 20 we catapaulted me to 9th place overall! That is amazing! I will be broadcasting extended morning and afternoon hours to celebrate the new ground we broke. I couldn't have done any of it without your guy's continued support and views.. so ty for continueing to keep me busy with fun fantasies and pvts. On a side note I will be finally updating my bio after my day today. Since I am extending hours I will be posting once I log today my set schedule for the rest of this week. If times don't work out and you wanna take me pvt make sure to send me an email message with a time that might work better for you and maybe we can arrange something... I hate missing my fav fans due to scheduling issues. I also wanted to remind you all of my wishlist which I will be updating today of items that I find fun looking or spicey that you can donate to enhance our shows together. So make sure to check it out. Otherwise TY again for helping me get this far and lets keep it up and see where we can go from here! flirt4free.com/models/bios/tj-shock/blog.php Wed, 12 Oct 2011 So I think anyone that has come to get to know me in PVT or even open chat can tell you that I am open minded and a bit kinky when it comes to sex. As my landlord was leaving the other day from collecting the rent I got running through scenarios in my head. Here is one. As I exited the shower and quickly patted dry I heard a bang on the patio door. Shocked I jumped a little and quickly wrapped the towel around my waist. As I approached the patio door I saw my landlord peeking in through the blinds. Quickly I let him and and appologized about locking the front door. As I said this he grabbed both my arms and slammed me into the wall. "GIVE ME MY RENT BITCH!" He yelled inches from my face before licking down my neck. The harder I tried to escape the more bound I got. His manly body securely locking mine in place as he unsecured the towel to see a slightly erect hardon. "THAT'LL do for NOW," as he smiled and put his mouth around my..... HAHA ok that could go on and on for a long time... but yah I started thinking about how hot it would be to be dominated by my landlord. Maybe someday I will get to try it out or roleplay the idea. MM. flirt4free.com/models/bios/tj-shock/blog.php Tue, 11 Oct 2011 Ty everyone who showed up and supported me in the contest yesterday. It was a close race till the end and even though I didn't win, I did place 2nd for male models for the night. We also had me in 1st up till the very end which also very commendablel. I couldn't be more happy with the turn out, the pvts I had, or the response y'all gave me. TY FOR SUCH A GREAT COMEBACK. That being sad the weekend has only begun and I will still be broadcasting around the clock to help increase my ranking and missed time due to the move. I finally got to use my bed in a pvt last night which was very intimate and hot... hopefully more will come and have some fun in my bed with me soon. Loving the new studio..hopefully y'all do as well and stop in and say hi! Thanks again for the support and if you couldn't make it last night hit me up this weekend while I am live! I look better than ever with a much crisper picture and lighting quality than before. Which means the pvts will be even hotter! Can't wait to have some more fun! See you soon! MUUUUAH! -TJ flirt4free.com/models/bios/tj-shock/blog.php Sat, 8 Oct 2011 I'm finally moved into my new studio and desperately am trying to log in some hours and make up for my time lost. The new place is really homey, and from the feed back I have recieved thus far, I think fans are happy with it. This week though has been rough and stressful on me and I have dropped tremendously in the rankings due to my absense. I am hoping that if your a fan and have missed me during my move that you come show your support as I will be broadcasting almost round the clock this weekend. POWER BOOSTS, PVTS, GIFTS, and VODS all help me gain ranking back and will help make up for the days I missed. I greatly missed the fun times while away and am happy to return today unannounced to a few surpised and exicted faces. So if you haven't seen my new studio make sure to swing by and Take me pvt or Send me a Boost/Tip to help me catch up! Otherwise Virtual Gifts can be sent and count in the charts as well if you can't attend a live session. Missed you guys greatly... hope you feel the same! Love and See you soon! -TJ PS. I have a Bed now for Pvts along with my typical computer chair. More options for more fun! flirt4free.com/models/bios/tj-shock/blog.php Fri, 7 Oct 2011 Well the good news is I am officially moved into my new place. The only thing I havent moved is my computer. The reason being is the bad news... I won't have internet till next week if even then. The company I am going through apparently takes 7-10 buisness days to even call you to setup a date to come and install the service... hope that isn't reflective of their service or customer support. So cross your fingers and hope that I can figure out an alternate solution or I may end up disappearing for a week. I will be on tonight broadcasting from my old place one last time so hopefully I see some of you log on to say goodbye to the old place with me for good. As for the new place my cat Pepper seems to favor it quite a bit and she spent the night there with me for the first time last night. I think we were both a bit nervous and weary at first and probably will be for awhile but overall it was welcoming. Now I am patiently waiting for the electricity to get turned on. Well time for work... I should stop blabbering about the new place anyways. See you guys in Chat or Pvt! flirt4free.com/models/bios/tj-shock/blog.php Thu, 29 Sep 2011 So after a long tedious two weeks of scouring around nearby cities, I have finally come across what will soon by my new studio and apartment. It took a lot of time to pick since I had to find a place that would allow my cat. I also wanted to find a place that was also a good fit for a studio. This new place I have works well for both. I no longer will be having you stare at the ugly blue walls of my old place and with the new place comes new ways to see me. I will be having two central locations for broadcasting. One will be used more primarily in the winter and will be in a comfy recliner next to my new fireplace. The other is in my bedroom. I figured this will give us a little bit of variety compared to what the old studio of mine had to offer. I wanted to make sure to inform you guys of the exciting news to also lay on some bad news. Due to moving I may not be online as much next week. It all sort of depends on when the internet in my new studio gets hookedup. I also will need time to get the studio put together before it actually looks presentable. Either way I will try to hop on and off and say hi as I rearrange and get my things together. If the net does in fact get hooked up on Wed like I had expected, then there shouldn't be much of a hiccup in my performance schedule. Hope you come check out the new place and my new hairdo soon! Wish me luck! flirt4free.com/models/bios/tj-shock/blog.php Sat, 24 Sep 2011 I am Logging in at 12AM ET-6AM ET to Take Pvts and COMPETE in the "ROLEPLAY" themed Contest and Specials tomorrow. The last contes,t with all your help, I placed in 10th place overal for male models. Let's see if we can climb me up the ladder a little more. Even if you can't take me PVT.. your Presence,Tips,and POWER Boost Pts, even if small, make a HUGE difference. Lets have FUN and Chat, get Wild, or keep it Chill. I am ready with a couple generic costume role-playing ideas like a nurse outfit, waiter uniform, belt,and duct tape. I am open for other fun role-playing ideas, as well as just normal non-themed fun! I sincerely hope you'll show your support! TY! XOXOXOX Love YOU Guys, TJ SHOCK SO that's what I came up with as a promo haha. Honestly though I just hope for a good turn out and with a lot of fun guests and others that can help keep the open chat alive. Hope to see you there! On a non promo note my cat is flippin driving me bonkers... She is wailing for no reason and keeps scratching the doors in my apartment. I can feel a migraine coming on and it's so early already haha. Maybe she will take a nap in a bet and give me peace.... One could only hope:P. flirt4free.com/models/bios/tj-shock/blog.php Fri, 23 Sep 2011 So to my delight I have come to really like my new haircut. If you are new to checking me out you missed out on my hair being much longer not too long ago. Either way, I was very apprehensive when first getting it done, but now that it is all over I'm glad I had the oppurtunity to do it. I am also glad to have done it with a new favorite fan in pvt. Great times and I am sure I will be scheduling another haircut in the future...but for now I plan to grow it back out. I also like my new job I just started up the other day. I am now waiting tables at a fancy sushi place. Not only do I love Saki Bombs and Sushi... the ambiance of the place itself make the job a little less tedious. Hopefully I'll be able to keep my hours light so I can make sure to keep up with you guys frequently but for the moment I think I'll be here my usual times. Those times being very erratic and all over the place haha... PROMISE a set schedule is coming... I just am waiting for the move at the end of the month. WISH ME LUCK! flirt4free.com/models/bios/tj-shock/blog.php Wed, 21 Sep 2011 While I was sitting here pondering life's greatest questions, and what I wanted to eat tonight, I began thinking littler things. As was reclined listening to music and ultimately bored out of my mind, images of my kitty and chocolate peanut butter ice cream began flashing before me. As I began smiling I realized I have yet to do an I love list. So for today's journal entry I decided to list everything I can think of in the next 2 minutes that make me extremely happy. These are just a of the things I Love randomly off the top of my head... but I hope it sorta gives you a better insight into what keeps me smilin' so bright! MY FAVS LIST #1 1. My Kitty Pepper 2. Big Macs 3. Hot Jocks 4. Hot Nerds 5. Cock 6. My friends 7. My family 8. Diet Soda 9. Britney Spears 10. Superman 11. Internet 12. Smell of Fresh Cut Grass 13. Pasta 14. Mac N Cheese 15. Parks 16. Skinny dipping in the moonlight 17. Starbucks 18. Briefs 19. Future Technology 20. Pawn Stars 21. Desperate Housewives 22. Kitchen Nightmare 23. Big Bang Theory 24. Fringe 25. Color Blue 26. Emo Guys 27. Cooking 28. Shopping 29. Watching Live Theatre 30. Wine 31. Traveling 32. My Evo4G 33. Most animals 34. Fuzzy Blankets 35. Cuddling 36. Romantics 37. Star gazing 38. The idea of Love 39. Summer 40. Taking walks at night on warm nights. 50. Thunderstorms Well that's a really random list but it's just a first of many to come. No order intended on those just random things I love that came to mind... I'm sure I would have a whole new list if I had to think of it again. Anyways... what do you guys love? What would be on your list? Email me responses. flirt4free.com/models/bios/tj-shock/blog.php Tue, 20 Sep 2011 I know I may be getting excited a little too early for Halloween but I can't help but wonder what everyone plans to go as this year. In the past I have done everything from body painting myself as Superman to cross dressing as Britney Spears. Either way I always like to go all out and always have a great time. Out of all the holidays I celebrate I think Halloween would be one of my favorites. After considerable debate I have come to 3 choices for my costume this year. The first choice would be Spiderman. The reason is because I have been told many times I look like Toby McGuire.. so I figured I fit the role lol. The 2nd option would be a baseball player. I always thought baseball players were hot and I would love to live that fantasy on Halloween. Last idea for a costume would be a sexy devil. I would have to admit though that it would be hard to dress up as a Sexy Devil seeming I exude that type of sexiness all the time anyways. Lol. I need help guys... do any of you have any ideas of what I would look good dressed up as for this year? Plz email me suggestions... I'll go live the costume that sounds the most fun on Halloween. So make sure to help me out and see me in your suggestion if you have the best one! Hope you guys submit some fun ideas! flirt4free.com/models/bios/tj-shock/blog.php Fri, 16 Sep 2011 So the time has finally come when I say goodbye to my old place I resided in for the past two years and move on. I will definitely miss the few good times I had here but overall I am glad to be leaving this shit hole of an apartment behind. That being said... its one thing to say goodbye, its another thing to pack to say goodbye. I cannot even describe how much junk I had to go through. I got the closet gutted out though and accomplished the task of organizing all my electronics into their respectable boxes. I really hate this part of the move and I can't wait till the last box is packed and unloaded. I am still in the air on a few places I've looked at but each one has a few perks that make it unique. Either way I am excited to share with you my new place and new studio as soon as I move in. I can guarantee it is going to be much larger and much more cozy than my current place. Tentative date is Oct. 1st. Wish me luck and hopefully it won't cause a hiccup in my live chats for that week! flirt4free.com/models/bios/tj-shock/blog.php Fri, 16 Sep 2011 I wanted to make this blog entry if not dedicated to my fans, at least mentioning you guys. If it weren't for you I of course wouldn't be here. So again thanks for the continued support. The Boost Points, Pvts, VOD Purchases, and Virtual GIFT/Tips are helping me stay within the top 10%. This is crucial for Party Chat and many other fun options I know we all enjoy so keep the support coming! And again thanks for everything Secondly I wanted to let all those that attended Saturday Night/Sunday morning's all night party chat to see me not there... I was messed up on my time zones. So if you did show up to see a blank screen I appologize. I think its partially why the Party Chat ended up being a bust... but no worries. Lastly its Contest day again... I know its always some sort of contest I am competing in but I have yet to win... so lets keep on showing the Love and someday soon I think we will take home one of the Top spots... I just have a feeling! For now though it's time for the to get ready to log on for another fun night... hope to see you! XOXO TJ flirt4free.com/models/bios/tj-shock/blog.php Mon, 12 Sep 2011 Hey guys I just wanted to let you all know that I am very thankful to my loyal fan base. As a special thanks and also as an attempt to get some more exposure, I will for the first time, be hosting a feature chat. I am hopeing that a lot of the VIP members and others can attend and get to know me a bit better or more intimately. One thing that will be exciting is you won't have to take me pvt to hear my voice. It has always been sorta my thing to wait till Pvts to use my mic, but during feature chat I will be chatting up a storm the whole time. So get prepared to hear my sexy voice and every cough and moan! Another thing to look forward to will be the opportunity to get to know me better. I have a great personality and a funny, saracastic sense of humor that I am excited to share with you. So check my schedule and make sure to attend! Again thanks for all the support and I hope to see you there! It's going to be one hot and fun chat! I can't wait. -TJ flirt4free.com/models/bios/tj-shock/blog.php Fri, 9 Sep 2011 I would say one of my biggest secret turn ons would be a sexy guys feet. I am not sure when this fetish started or how it became ONE of my biggest turn ons. That said..I want to help give you the reader an example of what type of foot play would really turn me on and explain my fetish some, here is one scenario that sounds really hot. I would love for you or the person I was with to work all day and upon getting home come over and start making out with me on the couch, bed, floor, table wherever seemed appropriate at the time lol. After we begin to get hard I would love for us to lay down and 69 for a bit. This wouldnt last long however before you shoved your smelly sweaty socks in my face forcing me to take in the smell while sucking on my big cock. The smell alone would make me about bust a nut but to top it off you could one by one slip each sock off and again force me to smell your sweaty feet. The urge would be too much for me not to start licking slowly between each toe and enjoying your beautiful feet as you uncontrollably swallow an uncontrollably huge load of cum in your mouth. Even though its a brief example it has given me a huge erect cock just typing this. Mmmm boyfeet gotta love um. flirt4free.com/models/bios/tj-shock/blog.php Fri, 9 Sep 2011 The idea of the perfect date would start off on a nice warm evening walk to a nice Italian bistro somewhere. I would begin with a nice glass of wine with my date as we awaited our meal and flirted. After a nice meal and a couple glasses of our favorite wines we could retreat to a sit down jazzy place and just chat some. I love to get to know the person I am on the date with and if we can have a good laugh it makes it all the better. After our buzz was clearly on I would then insist on heading to a more urban and hip scene where we could dance and shake our asses off a bit. After we were all worked up from dancing and mildly dancing up on each other we could then leave and head to a beach or a park with a blanket and star gaze. If the mood was right and everything seemed romantic it would be a perfect time to end the night with a trip around 2nd based and a nice kiss good night before dropping me off at home. That sound just about perfect. What do you think? flirt4free.com/models/bios/tj-shock/blog.php Fri, 9 Sep 2011 So If I were to choose one videogame character that I could become for a day I would have to choose Kirby. I know . I know why not Mario, Donkey Kong, Virtual Joe, Metroid ect ect well to tell you the truth there are a couple key factors that make all the difference and were the basis for my decision. It was a tough call at first but after going over everything these key traits of Kirbys make him sound all the more fun. First off Kirbys main power is the ability to suck. Just think of all the sucking that would go on if I were to take over Kirby for a day. I could take anything and everything and just suck it all day. Doesnt matter if its big, small, bumpy, slimy, or odd shaped I will suck it all in and enjoy every last bit of it. After sucking it all I will almost feel as if I am one with the subject I am sucking on. Sound fun to me. Lastly Kirbys not only sucks in very well but he also blows and spits well as well. If I need to get there faster I can blow harder and if I really dont like what I suck in I can spit it out and suck on something else. The options are limitless..but with all the sucking and blowing I could do while Kirby I think you would agree he was the best choice! Who would you be lol flirt4free.com/models/bios/tj-shock/blog.php Fri, 9 Sep 2011 If I could go on a $10,000 shopping spree and told to go spend it on whatever I wanted there are plenty of things that come to mind. Keeping in mind I am future focused I would have to try to find a good balance between practical and fun. That being said I am trying to get caught up with bills on top of pay for school. So I would use my practical judgement and use 4,000 towards getting caught up with debt. I know exciting stuff. By doing this though I would be opening up doors like getting a car ect if I was finally caught up lol. So it practicality leading to fun in my opinion. Next I would go shopping for some more fitting clothes. I own some really cute outfits but if What Not to Wear went through my closet I would be in trouble lol. So some nice skinny jeans to show off my tight ass and some sexy tight t's and button downs first. Then I would go towards shoes. Lastly finishing off with buying a stock of different briefs and undies that are fun and sexy. After that I would have enough to fly alone or with company to a beach maybe in Cancun. I'd do this to show off my new clothes and hopefully get to show off my hot bod on the beach at night. Plus I am long over due for a fun,sexy vacation. There are lots of other things I can think of to spend money on but those are some of my top thoughts at the moment if I were to ever have the opportunity handed to me. flirt4free.com/models/bios/tj-shock/blog.php Wed, 31 Aug 2011 What a week. Catching up on homework is one thing but trying to figure out my set schedule for my live cam sessions is another. I was originally planning on 2AM Central till 7AM CT. However, due to many of my fans timezones, and my lack of being able to sleep properly I have been considering altering this for the time being. The new Schedule would also allow for some morning and afternoon session to be included. I'll have to work on that this afternoon later and post it so check back. As for school and homework I am starting to get the motivation to catch up and start getting moving on it again. Thankfully my teachers seem very understanding about the death in the family and are letting me make up a lot of my assignments. I give it two days of decent effort and I should be back on track again in that department. I will admit its been a struggle to keep up but I am glad I will have the drive to succeed. On a closing note.. my kitty pepper is very upset about the no cats allowed on cam rule.. she is ok with not being on my lap... but no being on the couch behind me... is a whole different subject lol. Should this be addressed? She thinks so. flirt4free.com/models/bios/tj-shock/blog.php Wed, 24 Aug 2011 So after a few days away from webcamming to focus on family and personal things dealing with them, I am back. I decided that it had seemed like eternity since the last time I logged in and I wanted to make my return special. To do this I stopped by the nearby adult toy shop. The first thing I saw upon entering was a display of thongs all hung up teasing me as I walked in. My initial reaction was positive but not necessarily aimed toward the purchasing of them for my shows or personal life. I figured that I would go somewhere a little more upscale and find something a bit my flavor if I wanted to go the thong route. The second thing I saw was this pink dildo on sale. I assumed since it was on sale it would disappoint me upon inspection. To my dismay it actually felt semi real to the touch and instantly I knew I had to have it. It's perfect in size and I know my tight ass is going to enjoy trying it out. As I walked back toward the counter I again saw the thongs and thought of my fans. I decided that even though I may not be completely satisfied with it... I knew ya'll would LOVE it, so it's also now in my possession. Overall just glad to be back and glad to see everyone's familiar faces and getting to meet new ones everyday. Hope you stop by and say hi! flirt4free.com/models/bios/tj-shock/blog.php Fri, 19 Aug 2011 As I got done with work and grabbed a snack, all I could think about was hopping into the claw foot tub of mine. As I slowly ripped off my white and red briefs and removed my somewhat wrinkly blue button top, I watched as the water began to rise... along with my cock. I let the tub fill and slowly submerged myself into the nice warm water and began to lather up. The smell of the soap was relaxing as my hard on began to grow. I wanted to ignore it and just finish with the bath after I relaxed but it was calling for release. I slowly grabbed my shaft in the water and began stroking it very slowly. It felt so good in the warm tub. As I continued stroking I hard a noise from the other room. Sadly mid jerk my roommate wakes up and needs to use the restroom. Needless to say.. my raging almost released morning wood remains disturbed lol due to my roommate insisting of interrupting my bath. I need my own place.... or I may just lose my mind.... and all my morning woods :P. Maybe one of you reading this will help me take care of the problem later flirt4free.com/models/bios/tj-shock/blog.php Fri, 12 Aug 2011 So ever since I was a little kid I have always had a fascination with Superman. From his perfect muscular build, to his endless abilities, It shouldn't be hard to see why. I sometimes catch myself dreaming about being Superman. In my dreams I am usually cognitively awake enough to control what I do in my dream... which makes it very fun. Oddly enough my best friend is usually in my dreams as Lex Luther I suppose. He is always trying to catch me or kill me with something devised of kryptonite. I usually do end up getting caught too. After capture I embrace my weakened state and daydream of fucking my captor, his cock firmly banging my tight hole, without me having any energy or power to stop him. He would pick up my head from the ground and shove his cock down my throat as I gag for air. Unfortunately the dream usually ends before any of the daydreaming within the dream ever actually occurs. Either way... its funny I never manage to have any of my fantasy's occur in my dream but they sure tease me. Does anyone reading have a favorite superhero they find sexy or even just entertaining? Let me know! flirt4free.com/models/bios/tj-shock/blog.php Thu, 11 Aug 2011 Hey guys... I was going to call it a night but I seem to be very anxious today/ this morning. I also have a raging hard on (at the time of writing this) and decided maybe a good chat and release session is just what the doctor ordered. I should be thankful however for the delicious mac n cheese I just finished devouring on my break it was one of the best I've made in awhile. I know... I know ...mac n cheese... easy stuff. It is but I still tend to mess it up by forgetting about it while its cooking or what not. It may have just been that bowl of MnC that made my cock this way haha... it was THAT good. I made a wishlist.. cant remember if I mentioned this before. It should be posted on the site actually for members to see. I basically put down things I would love to try on cam for members if they are willing to help cover the cost of the items. I feel bad asking more of you guys but then again if its your fantasy I am living out then you would be buying it for me in real life too. Either way I decided not to feel bad and just be glad that I have such loyal and loving friends and fans. Lastly I would like to mention that I will be posting a new schedule up on my site soon of my new set hours. I have a semi schedule up now that sorta covers the basis but this will finalize it. Hope you all check out my new and upcoming VODs and LIVE CHAT sessions. I am now broadcasting HD and loving it! See you soon! 8 flirt4free.com/models/bios/tj-shock/blog.php Wed, 10 Aug 2011 So it was random today... I was doing homework and then decided to log on to do some modeling when I got a text from my job saying they had someone to cover my shift. Needless to say I decided to take a nap and rest. Upon awakening my roommate (little kitty) decided to tackle my face in the sheets. I thought he was going to smother me for a second but I managed to get him off in time. His over bearing weight was almost too much for me to handle. I think we will need to go over the house rules again soon since he has taken a habit of scratching all my furniture again. Regardless it freaked me out and got me up. After I decided to get his germs off me and shower and get cleaned up and eat. So I hurried and got washed and then grabbed a hot pocket from the fride... my favorite is ham and cheese.. and sat down in my old comfy computer chair. This all is which brings me to now. I am up now and figured I would enjoy my day off with some more diet soda and a good pvt session or two. I think my jitters have worn off on a side note, and it seems to be getting easier to model live. I look forward to a good session and a good rest of my day off work. Funny I am spending my day off work working. I like the fact its a good change of pace. My fans and quests make it worthwhile for me. So hope anyone who is reading this check me out and says hi. I have had a pretty boring morning and am ready for some fun visitors into my live session today. Lets hope to see how my day off work working turns out! flirt4free.com/models/bios/tj-shock/blog.php Mon, 8 Aug 2011 I would like to personally say thanks to all my fans and guests that attended my chats last couple days. I won't lie I was really nervous about doing this type of modeling but with such great fans and guests to chat with I am starting to feel at ease. I've come a long ways in the past couple days as a performer in terms of understand what my viewers expect of me and how to utilize that to enhance each viewers experience. I won't say I am great at it but I am learning. I think my biggest turn on tonight was probably my fans asking me to play with my ass on cam. I haven't played much with my tight ass in quite awhile. The feeling of my finger sliding in was great! I made a wishlist and am hoping to maybe get a donation of something more fun and wild to experiment with. My biggest disappointment tonight was my 2nd party chat which landed 0 tips. It may have been because it was just recently overshadowed by a very successful party 30 min prior. Either way I was excited to entertain tonight. I hope my fans continue to show their support and help make me a success. I also hope I can continue to grow as a performer and help make my guests and fans fantasies come true! flirt4free.com/models/bios/tj-shock/blog.php Sun, 7 Aug 2011